Thanks to an anonymous German reader we have a link to Sebastian Bosse’s diary.
My German skills are basically non-existent but I do recognize at least one phrase. On the entry dated 26.09.2006, which is September 26th for us non-Europeans, he wrote the phrase ERIC HARRIS IST GOTT. It doesn’t take a genius to know that says, “Eric Harris is god”. In the same entry, he also invokes the names of Dylan Klebold, Kip Kinkel, and Kimveer Gill.
On the following page assuming that’s from the same date is what appears to be a hit list and possibly a list of names of people to spare. From November 6th on he writes exclusively in English. On November 17th he states that he is “not a fucking psycho”. I beg to differ but I’ve already expounded on that.
On November 18th he laments over the fact that he never had a girlfriend. Neither did I until I was almost 20 but so what? Again, it’s not a reason to shoot up a school. There is no reason to shoot up a school. Cowards like this are just trying to justify to themselves about their murderous intent. It’s not the world’s fault that you don’t have a girlfriend. It’s nothing to be ashamed about. And after I got into my mid to late 20’s I had a lot of girlfriends. So trust me, you’re not going to go your whole life without a girlfriend and there is no woman alive out there worth killing yourself or anybody else over. He also makes a point that he’s not gay, not that there’s anything wrong with that, he says. He stated that he liked the character Jill Valentine from the Resident Evil video games. Almost like she’s a real person, which leads me to believe that Bosse was detached from reality. He says that’s why he named one of his guns Jill. He also says that he named his other gun after Homer Simpson’s gun. I must have missed that episode.
Then he talks about how much he loves his family and how much he hates himself for hurting them like this. If he loved his family so much he wouldn’t have done what he did. He committed one of the most selfish acts a person could commit. He then states that he hopes the other outcasts at his school will be treated better. I can almost guarantee they won’t. Bullies and other criminals don’t care about the repercussions of their actions so they’re probably just going to come down even harder on the outcasts. Then he says he hopes some of the outcasts will be like him and Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold, heroes. Like I’ve said before none of them are heroes. People like Bosse, Harris, and Klebold are now and have always been cowards. Unable to deal with their own issues they take the cowardly, murderous way out and make things worse for other outcasts. That’s not a hero.
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