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  • Va. “ritual” killing

    Va. “ritual” killing

    So this article caught my eye. It turns out that three people in Virginia killed a well-known and respected biophysicist with a two-foot sword. Every report I’ve read so far has stated that this was an occult killing. And they say this for three reasons. One, the victim was stabbed repeatedly and an “X” was carved in the back of his neck. Two, the ringleader, Kyle Hulbert, was part of a “coven” and was into self-mutilation and drinking blood. Third, and I quote… “The suspects favored all-black outfits, long black coats, and colored hair, neighbors and friends said.”

    Now I can see how the media might consider this a ritual killing because of the first two. But the last statement is just ridiculous. I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again. Wearing a black trench coat, dressing in black, and coloring your hair, does not make you a killer. I dress in black, but it’s a shirt and tie. I wear a black trench coat, a nice leather one. And I haven’t started coloring my hair yet, but it’s starting to turn gray, so you never know.

    This killing probably could have been prevented, but it’s hard to say how considering the suspects were all of legal age. But the article states that Hulbert was diagnosed as being bipolar and schizophrenic, and that he’s been off his medication for three months. And also that he frequently mutilated himself. Hulbert has also been arrested on weapons charges before.

    The article goes on to say that Hulbert was into witchcraft and hung with people who had similar interests. The article goes on to say that the coven was a ragtag group of young men and women who apparently delved into the mystical. They read books on witchcraft and donned dark outfits. They were obsessed with blood and corresponded in letters and on the Internet about drinking it. Now I’m a Catholic myself but being linked with the goth community or being a “Poe-goth” as I’ve also recently been described as I’ve gotten to know a few things. Most covens today are Wiccan. And even though I don’t agree with their philosophy, I’ve never known them to be anything but peaceful. Later in the article, the unidentified leader of the coven states that the two accomplices were not members but shared their interest and that the coven is peaceful. But they kind of bury that in the article. You know, I kind of expect this kind of treatment of a murder story in a Podunk newspaper like the Charlotte Disturber, but the Washington comPost is allegedly the big time.

    Whenever the media gets a hold of a story and one of the suspects doesn’t practice a “mainstream” religion, it’s automatically branded as an occult killing. Just because of an X? I mean, there were no other signs that this was a ritualistic killing. To me, it sounds like a robbery gone bad. Or as the compost described that the victim may have barred his daughter from associating with the suspects. Leave it to the media to sensationalize a story and further drive fear into the public of people who are different from them.

    My condolences go out to the family of Robert M. Schwartz, and no disrespect was intended.

  • The Eric Harris Journal

    The Eric Harris Journal

    I heard on the news today that Eric Harris’ journal was finally released today. I also read an article at Yahoo that the plans for the Columbine massacre were made at least a year in advance. Let’s think about that for a second. A year in advance. The article also states sheriff’s investigators had drafted an affidavit to search Harris’ home a year before the attack, but the search was never carried out. Let’s think about that again. A year before the attack. The article also states that the sheriff’s office had said that it was unclear if a search warrant would have turned up the shooting plans. Would it have hurt to try? So it seems that not only were his parents at fault for letting all this go under their noses, but it seems the police dropped the ball as well.

    Anyway, I’m getting off the subject. I went to the website that had the journal at http://www.westword.com. It was unbelievable what this bastard wrote and no one ever noticed. On a page dated 4/26/98 he talks about what they intend to do. At the end of that entry, he states that if they escape police, they’ll hijack a plane and crash it into NYC. He also says that no one should be blamed for the shootings except for him and Klebold. He says not to blame his parents because they had no idea what was going on.

    Sorry, but if their parents were doing their job, none of this would have happened. When I was a teen, I used to hate it when my parents searched my room. But all they ever found was cigarettes and girly mags. Now that I’m a parent, I see why they did what they did. I’m going to search my kids’ rooms every chance I get. I do not want to be that parent that ends up on the news trying to defend their child even though they killed scores of people.

    The handwritten entries were the most disturbing. The hate must have just dripped from his pen. Talking about how he and Klebold were the only ones who knew everything and had the whole world figured out. He also talks about how he would have liked to lure a girl to his room, have sex with her, and then rip her throat out.

    He did have at least one moment of lucidity. When he wrote about an anger management class that he had to take, it seemed like progress was being made. It seemed like he was coming to terms with his anger. But as we all know, it didn’t work. I wonder why it wasn’t followed up.

    He actually wrote down that he and Klebold bought the shotguns and what else they bought. How in the world did they afford such an arsenal? Where did they get that kind of money for 2 shotguns, a rifle, 2 switchblades, and all that ammo? Parents perhaps? I know they had jobs, but still…..

    But nothing disturbed me more than this……

    Just think. All of this could have been prevented.

  • Mass. Bombing Plot Foiled

    Mass. Bombing Plot Foiled

    You know. It’s been a long time since I’ve written a worthwhile post. Sometimes that’s a good thing because it means that things aren’t too fucked up in my world. Then I read that police in Massachusetts foiled a plot in which three high school students planned to bomb their high school and shoot fleeing teachers and students as they escaped the building.

    In an article that I read on Yahoo, they state that police were tipped off by the school janitor who found the plans outlying the attack. Police found in the suspects’ homes shotgun shells, bomb-making instructions, knives, flares, and pictures of themselves with weapons. Of course, the word Columbine was thrown around once or twice and with good reason.

    When I read this article at the BostonHerald.com they said this….

    “McKeehan, who often dressed in Marilyn Manson T-shirts and a long, black trenchcoat with choke-collar chains, had shaved the sides of his head and wore his hair pulled back in a ponytail, which he frequently dyed different colors, said Kimball and a neighbor, who didn’t want to be identified.”

    Here we go again. Look, when I was 17 I wore a black trench coat, had long hair and wore Ozzy t-shirts, but I never threatened to blow up a school. But this case goes way beyond that. Apparently, the lead suspect, Eric McKeehan, had fits of violence. It seems he was estranged from his family and that his parents did not want anything to do with him. One of the other juvenile suspects allegedly has ADD and was distraught over his father’s death from cancer. Boo-freakin’ hoo. We’ve all had a rough life. Some rougher than others. But this is still no excuse to plot the deaths of dozens, if not hundreds.

    And in this article from the Boston Globe Online, the mother of one of the suspects, who took in the other two suspects prior to the arrests, denies everything. She says that the shotgun shells were from a hunting trip. And that the kids were “gentle” and “misunderstood”. Then the article goes on to say…

    “She said the students may have made some threats, but that they never really intended to hurt anybody.”

    Excuse me? People who are gentle and misunderstood do not make threats to kill others. Sounds to me like another case of “not my kid”. People just do not want to take responsibility for any of their actions. Is this what we’ve become as a nation? Should the nation’s motto be “it’s not my fault”? Suck it up, America. Be responsible and keep a better eye on your kids.

  • Nightmare

    Nightmare

    I almost forgot to mention this. I had a really bad dream last night. I dreamt that there was another planned terrorist attack and I found out about it but couldn’t stop it in time. My wife says I have to stop carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders. I hope it’s not an omen of things to come, like the dream I had in ’93.

  • Get A Grip

    Get A Grip

    Ok, people. We as a nation need to seriously calm down. I heard a report on NPR that hate crimes against Muslims living in America are up 40% since the attack on the WTC.

    Get a grip, people.

    I decided to do some research on Islam to see what its teachings were, and I came across this great website, which can be found here. http://www.pakistanlink.com/religion.html And you know what the two were words I found the most were. Peace and Love. And I found something else interesting there. In a question asked about blood transfusions and was it ok to give or accept blood from non-Muslims, this answer was given by a Muslim scholar.

    “Islam teaches us to feed the hungry, to take care of the sick and to save human life. In these matters, Islam emphasizes taking care of all human life without any distinction of religion, race, gender, color or nationality. All human life should be respected and protected. “

    Sounds like to me that true Muslims have respect for all life. The men who committed the attack on the WTC were zealots. Much along the lines of Christians who kill people by bombing abortion clinics, only on a much larger scale.

    Now I’m no tree – hugging politically correct weenie by any sense of the word, but not all Muslims are terrorists, just like all Christians, like myself, do not believe in blowing up abortion clinics, no matter how much we disagree with abortion.

    Don’t get me wrong now. The people who committed this atrocity against the U.S. Must be punished swiftly and severely.

  • My day on 9/11

    My day on 9/11

    “These acts shattered steel but they cannot dent the steel of American resolve” —President George W. Bush

    When I woke up on the day of September 11, 2001, it was just another day. I was actually in a pretty good mood for once. It was a clear sunny day here in North Carolina. The temperature was pretty nice too. Not too hot for once. Carolina summers are brutal in case you haven’t heard.

    I wasn’t at work for even 30 minutes yet when a co-worker of mine told me a plane had struck the World Trade Center. At first, I thought she must be talking about a commuter plane or small private plane. By the time I got to the break room to see the news, the second plane had already struck the second tower. It was then that I knew this was some kind of attack.

    I rushed back to my office and called my wife. I asked her if she had seen the news yet. She said she just heard the news on the radio. I rushed to the conference room, where most of the office was gathered around the TV. By the time I got back there, the first tower had already fallen. I thought maybe the news was shooting it from a different angle, or it was hidden by the smoke. Then someone told me that the first tower had fallen. I refused to believe it. Then 20 minutes later, I watched the second tower fall live on the news. It was like someone ripped my heart out with a pair of pliers, no incision, no anesthesia. Then word came that the Pentagon was attacked.

    That’s when my heart really sank. I have a brother who works in D.C. I immediately called my parents to see if they had heard from him. My dad seemed more annoyed that I was calling than anything. But he said he hadn’t heard from him yet and that he’ll call me when he does. I called my wife, but she wasn’t home. I panicked like an idiot. I mean it’s not like West Hicktown, N.C. would be a huge terrorist target, but you never know. I must have called and left a dozen messages at home. Luckily, she had only gone to the store, but you see what a tragedy like this can do to you.

    Back at work, I was glued to the net, trying to scrimp every piece of news I could find. I was updating my site as much as I could throughout the day. Work was pretty much pointless at this point. My dad called and said my brother was ok which was a relief, but that due to his position at his job, he had to stay at work. I was just replaying the tower falling over in my head. It was hard to believe that the World Trade Centers were gone. I mean, I thought after the ’93 bombing that the towers were indestructible.

    I had been to the WTC before when I was a kid. I didn’t go in, but I stood in front of them, craning my neck like a typical tourist kid. And in an instant, they just weren’t there anymore. I kept praying that the towers evacuated after the first plane hit, but as we know now that was not the case, unfortunately.

    Then the last plane crashed outside of Pittsburgh, PA. One of my supervisors is from Pittsburgh. I asked her if her family was ok, and they were. I called a friend of mine from North Jersey. I asked her if she and her family were ok. She said yes and then told me how she used to work in the WTC. She said she had heard from most of her friends, but there were still some she had not heard from. I offered my condolences and told her that I hope everything turns out ok.

    Then I have/had another friend who lives in Brooklyn who worked near the WTC. I hadn’t heard from her in a while prior to this. The last time I tried to call her number was disconnected. It’s not like her to let her phone bill go unpaid, so I was worried about her, to begin with. Now I’m even more worried. The last time we talked, she said she was getting a job out of the city, but I don’t know if she ever got that job. I’ve tried contacting her through various e-mail addresses I have but no response yet.

    In Charlotte, NC itself, they had evacuated the downtown area as a precaution. We have several large banking buildings that are 80 stories or more. My wife took the kids out of school. Finally, 5 o’clock came and I left work.

    On the way home I turned on a local sports radio talk show. The host was taking phone calls from people to talk about what had happened. Then they played the Star Spangled Banner. It was at that time I lost it. I broke down into tears over what had happened. I didn’t know anyone directly involved in the tragedy but couldn’t help feeling an immense sadness over this tragic loss of life.

    When I got home, I hugged my step-kids, which is not something I normally do. I’m just not a big hugger. Then I hugged my wife, just being thankful that we were all ok. I mean, my life has its ups and downs, but I could never imagine having to deal with someone like this.

    Then after dinner, I just laid in bed transfixed to Fox News and saw for the first time the second plane hitting the tower. I was horrified at the explosion and the sheer senselessness of it all. I slept horribly that night, as you can well imagine. It was hard to go the work the next day, but as Americans, it’s something we all must do. If we shut the country down, then they’ve won. And it’s funny how we take for granted some things. I mean, just last night my wife was telling me how strange it was to actually see a plane in the sky.

    With this post, I am offering no opinion. Just relating the story of the events in one man’s life on a day that none of us will ever forget.

    My thoughts and prayers go out to the victims and their families. To the New York Police and Firemen. The rescue workers. And anyone who was affected by this tragedy in any way, shape, or form. God bless.

  • More Thoughts on 9/11

    More Thoughts on 9/11

    Ok, now that I’m through the hysteria, I have a few things to say.

    Let’s keep our heads on straight, people. Not all Muslims are terrorists. Let’s not start harassing those living peacefully in our country.

    Every time a great tragedy like this occurs, Nostradamus starts making the rounds. Which is pretty good considering he’s been dead for about 500 years. But don’t put too much stock in Nostradamus. He wrote in very symbolical language. Anyone of his so-called prophecies could be twisted in any number of ways. He wasn’t all that. He was the Madam Cleo of his time.

    After watching all the news coverage, what’s up with all the split screen crap? Watching 3 screens on Fox News gave me a headache. I think BBC America had the best news coverage. Objective reporting without the sensationalism. It was also nice to get a non-American perspective of these events.

  • WTC VIII

    WTC VIII

    I’ve been watching Fox News since I got home. They showed photographs that a photographer took of falling bodies. I just kept thinking to myself that that’s someone’s brother/father/son/whatever.

    I did finally break down on the drive home from work.

    My wife noted that how eerie it is not to see any planes in the sky from our porch.

  • WTC VII

    WTC VII

    I found an article at CNN about the timeline of the attacks, which can be found by clicking here.

  • WTC VI

    WTC VI

    Just some questions.

    What if this was only the first phase? Could it be possible the terrorists were domestic terrorists? How were the planes hijacked? What was in the part of the Pentagon that was attacked? How will this affect the economy?

    I guess the terrorists or whoever got what they wanted. The country has come to a grinding halt.